HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF

by nearr

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released November 4, 2015

acoustic guitar, electric guitar, keyboard, bass, vocals, programming, lyrics, mixing, mastering - Eduard Tokuyev
cover art - Andrey Kachan

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Track Name: 17 hours
17 hours ago i was awake
i was too shy and i did not know what to say
the history repeats itself, i know that now
but what should i do when there is no one around?

i used to say i meet no people, have no choice
i wonder how you heard me amidst this choir of noise
and this recurrence is so strong i feel it now
i am with you when there is no one else around
Track Name: illusion
i'd like to tell you the truth
to be close to you
and i have no right
to keep you by my side

we're bound by delusion
affection's illusion
this cannot get any good
to be honest with you

my house is right there
my man's in my lair
my fault is the feeling
we need to be killing

you're handsome and i feel fine
when your hand's holding mine
oh come on, for god's sake
is it the choice you make?
Track Name: forever
the touch of your hand
that's what's making me swell
you don't understand
and you don't know me well
and as i go on
hey, you don't need to tell
i'm doing my best just to
get to know you well

we keep staying up late
and keep this lustful fight
i'm dying around the noon
i'm wide awake in the night
my heart is dripping and i
ascend to heaven meanwhile
i think you should go too
stay close, i'll give you a clue

forever is closer
when we are together
when i remember i was there
i want you to get there
when i remember i'll be there
i want you to get there
forever is closer
when we are together

you should come
and then you'll know me well

forever is closer
when we are together
when i remember i was there
i want you to get there
when i remember i'll be there
i want you to get there
forever is closer
when we are together

you should come
and then you'll know me well
Track Name: same here
i saw my face the other day
i don't know what to say
how could you stand me for so long?
you've been very wrong

i'm watching your reflection still
it doesn't make it real
so subtle, so un-fucking-clear
same here
Track Name: art of being flawless
i could say
how much i love you
but this too
shall probably pass
it's your art
of being flawless
that can't make me
care less

i've met you
outside the hospital
a couple of times
throughout the week
i did hope
you're doing fine and I
just kept walking
down the street

i could ask
so many questions
like i did in my youth
but don't feel like doing next
i've surpassed the reality
so bad but it
can't still make me
care less
Track Name: borders
an aged faded clown
sat down at the table
he cast a glance down
his faded clown's stable
best tie and best makeup
no need in a shake-up
who cares about borders
when there is no order?

one hippy-ass tea and
a spoonful of world peace
his spaceship has landed
straight from nineteen-sixtees
best toga, best nothing
best show for assassins
the issue's not pressing
if nothing's depressing

who cares about borders
fulfilling wife's orders?
Track Name: lady nurse
and most of all i hate the one that i see every day
i do the best i can so i won't recognize this face
i've defrosted the fucking freezer washed my shirts and wished for wine
i can't drink as all the drugs i'm taking go down my spine

i recall a friend of my grandmother kind old lady nurse
when i remember her last days i truly feel remorse
she used to come to grandma's all the time when she could see
she didn't hear much and leaned so close to TV screen
her daughter and her asshole son-in-law were brainwashed dumb
they'd give their last shirts and her money to some church of sun
deaf tiny hungry dehydrated, she breathed her last one day
i wish her solitude would trigger her own hurricane
Track Name: red waters
blue nails on your toes
i can't look away, i feel no shame
not sure where it goes
i'm losing it, i am fucking lame

i used to go out
i stayed away from where red waters flow
i looked at myself
i hated myself, and i still think so
i dreamed of a swim
i wanted to immerse into the deep
but how the fuck do i ever explain
why i think of somebody else when i go to sleep?
why i stalk high school girls and think of them when i go to sleep?
Track Name: feel my love
there's a feeling that keeps growing every day
you have left for better life, i chose to stay
and i need, oh man, i need you so bad
i stopped trying to get you out of my head

what do i say not to bore you to death?
for now my love
what do we do to get over this mess?
oh no my love
why do i feel this is going to end?
so sad my love
why do i still feel the touch of your hand?
i feel my love

i adore your art, you love my melody
i don't feel you realize what you can't see
you are wise and your decisions can be tough
you're so beautiful and i'm not good enough

what do i say not to bore you to death?
for now my love
what do we do to get over this mess?
oh no my love
why do i feel this is going to end?
so sad my love
why do i still feel the touch of your hand?
i feel my love